Live On Very Empty

I've been gone for a bit, blog. Pretending you didn't exist. There were better things to do you see. Recently my birthday passed, the best one so far. I was busy, talking to people, shopping, sharing..living life. It also helped that gramma to baby for a week!! (and the camera) Baby is back..camera is not!! It seems such a shame...I was perfecting something. Anywho.......It's amazing, this transformation that happens anytime baby is not on hand. I become rejuvenated, take care of myself, care about my aesthetic presence. I'm lively, lovely, with intelligent and stimulating conversation......and I actually would take the time to have a conversation. My skin glows and I'm someone interesting...My skin is still glowing a week later....but the nail polish is chipped, I stopped combing my hair, I pull on whatever come to hand and I'm most likely too consumed to talk..though it is getting easier. I'm hoping by age three I will pull these two selves together. Or sooner. I had so much to write, I thought. Hmmn.