My education dire, I oughta cafefully resume earnestly!

Another year passing! I'm getting stagnant. I have the same woes I've always had. I don't always feel whole. I'm ineffectual. Cautious. I'll fight for what I believe in but earnestly my beliefs aren't overly controversial....more rational. I'm not making an impact on this world, but for my offspring how will I be remembered. Surely blogging isn't it...especially since I'm not yet proficient at that.....Alas, what will I do?